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Climbing the Mountain... How about an alternative metaphor?

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This isn't my usual type of blog but my experience this past weekend has just been epic and I had to take the time to write about it.  But I'm trying to write this, not so much from a perspective of what happened, but rather from a perspective of an emotional journey.  Because it has been an emotional journey! OK, so on Friday night, after a 7 hour drive I was tired and I was stressed.  I found myself panicking at 11pm thinking have I got to grips with my pre-reading?  Have I remembered to bring my ID? Have I charged my phone and my laptop?  Then there's the realisation of, what if I don't get on with my supervisor?  Everyone's gonna be so much smater and more interesting than me.  #ImposterSyndrome was setting in in a big way.  So I didn’t sleep much and I set three alarms on my phonr to make sure I was up on time and didnt sleep innfor the srive in to campus.   But I genuinely needn't have worried.   I was barely ...