Acting out of Fear
The things people do when they're afraid. A strange thing that's emerged from my EdD studies, but perhaps an important one. I've been writing about it in my thesis this week. But something else happened this week on a personal level that I wanted to take time and document. I'm not good with endings. I'm terrible at saying goodbye. I'm much more the kind of person who, when faced with a situation like that, I'd often prefer to fade into the background than be confronted with loss or change. I mean it's stupid the lengths that I go to. This will probably sound stupid, but n December 2019, when the old college building I worked in for so many years was closed for the final time and made ready for demolition, I sat in my car and cried at length over a building. Maybe because it represented the end of an era, or maybe it was expression of my fear of what lay ahead being different from the familiarity of my surroundings. ...