Positionality, Ethics and Narrative Course Correction... A Reflection
As a researcher you're told to consider your positionality in relationship with ethical guidance and in relation to the people, the organisations and/or the institutions that you're researching. You spend a lot of time journaling and thinking about your own research practice and you're warned about gatekeepers. But I don't think anything quite prepares you for the experience of discovering that people begin to see you differently. Inside you're the same person you always were. But I learned there's a naivety to that because what others see is someone who has changed in status, someone who has grown in power and someone who has the potential to do considerable harm which, from their position of being researched, is a frightening realisation. ("You've Changed" by Michael-Albert Herrera is licensed under CC BY 2.0.) The thing is, I can pinpoint the memory of when I realised that people see me differently. I was at home and I contacted someone t...